This is public for a reason.

What the junk is up with all these stupid "You've been sent a postcard!" emails? Seriously. Stop flooding all of my inboxes, douches. And, for Shad's sake, that's what she said. Nyuh nyuh.

Oh hai there. Shut your pie hole and do something about it if it bugs you that much. Seriously. It's annoying the hell out of me.
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Time won't let me go.

Whenever I look back
On the best days of my life
I think I saw them all on T.V.
I am so homesick now for
Someone that I never knew
I am so homesick now for
Someplace I will never be

Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If I could do it all again
I'd go back and change everything
But time won't let me go

I never had a 'Summer of 69'
Never had a Cherry Valance of my own
All these precious moments
You promised me would come in time
So where was I when I missed mine?

Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If you gave me back those years
I'd do it all better I swear
Time won't let me go

Ba ba ba ba ba...

If I could go back once again
I would change everything, yeah
If I could go back once again
I'd do it all so much better

Time won't let me go
Time won't let me go
If I could do it all again
I'd go back and change everything
But you won't ever let me go

Ba ba ba ba ba...

So pretty much this song depresses me to no end, but I still love it. I listen to it and I'm like, is this where I'm at in my life? Reflection is always nice, but....

Anyway. What do you regret? What do you wish you had done differently? And none of this "I regret nothing, everything happens for a reason" bullcrap. Everyone
wishes something had gone differently, everyone looks back and thinks "if only I had done _____"
and seriously, I don't look at IP addresses anyway. So post anonymous if you want.

I wish I was nicer to my grandma.
I wish I wasn't such a fifteen year old brat to Marcos during the month before he died.
I wish I hadn't given up on the friendship right after you did....maybe we could have worked it out.
I wish I had less clothes in my closet, and more money in my bank account.
I wish I had hugged you longer when we said goodbye.
I wish I was nicer in high school. Maybe I should wish I was nicer in general.
I wish I had taken that semester to go to Australia.

I wish I didn't have to get up at 4 a.m. today.

Here's the thing.

You don't know.

At all.

So stop acting like you're so above everyone else. It's disgusting, and it just proves everyone right that, despite how much you claim that you're different and that you've changed, you really haven't and you really never will. It's impossible for you to act any other way. You just keep shoving your foot into your mouth and honestly, I can't put up with it anymore.

Get a grip.

You aren't better than anyone.

You haven't found some kind of formula that will guarantee your life will work while others' fail.

Pull your head out of your ass. You're a disgrace to everyone that has ever cared about you or attempted to stick with you.

And you wonder why no one's left at the end of the day? You've done it to yourself.

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Remember when we bought matching shoes from, let's say Smart Set, and they were really cheap and we thought they were so awesome but then they were really uncomfortable and I wore mine only once and I think yours are just sitting in your house somewhere?

My mum just tried to make me give them to the Share-n-Wear. JOKE'S ON HER! I told her to shove it and gave them the shoes I wore to Cory and Ange's wedding instead.